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Ambivalent? Well, yes and no
United States
Current Residence: USA
Operating System: Windows XP baby
Shell of choice: Ninja Turtle Shell =)
Skin of choice: My own! Or one with fur...
Favourite cartoon character: Razor/Jake, T-Bone/Chance, Michaelangelo, Heyes and Curry who aren't cartoon chars actually ^^;
I feel sad, suddenly. It's settled on me out of nowhere and it is quite odd. I think I have never got over my grief, my grief for so many things. I don't even feel like typing them all out. I suppose I'm mini-venting. Okay, I know, an odd journal.

This poem is running through my mind and so I'll share part of it with you--I didn't type out the whole thing because I'm lazy.

Excerpt from "To shout in the ruins" by Louis Aragon

Let's spit the two of us let's spit
On what we loved
On what we loved the two of us…
I imagine
What is dark and incomparable passing between us
Like a dialogue of mirrors abandoned
In a baggage-claim somewhere say Foligno
Or Bourboule in the Auvergne
Certain names are charged with a distant thunder
Yes let's spit the two of us on these immense landscapes…
Where little rented cars cruise by
Yes because something must still…  
Reconcile us yes let's spit
The two of us it's a waltz
A kind of convenient sob…
A waltz of mirrors
A dialogue in the void
Listen to these immense landscapes where the wind
Cries over what we loved…
I remember a deserted village
On the shoulder of a scorched mountain
I remember your shoulder
I remember your elbow your linen your footprints
I remember a town where there was no horse
I remember your look which scorched
My deserted heart a dead Mazeppa whom a horse
Carries away like that day on the mountain…  
I remember so many things
So many evenings rooms walks rages
So many stops in worthless places
Where in spite of everything the spirit of mystery rose up
Like the cry of a blind child in a remote train depot
  • Listening to: my fan
  • Reading: Laura Joh Rohland
  • Watching: my cat
  • Playing: the try not to yawn game
  • Eating: Nothing... *cry*
  • Drinking: Coke

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Neoconker626 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
I know one kitty who misses you. Hope all is well.
Jag-san Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2009
*lightly pokes* miss you
narton Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2008
Haiiii! *Does Kirby Wave*
Jag-san Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2008
*sneak sneak sneak* *pounce*
visnenkat Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2008
hey, just randomly popping by n__n I hope you are doing well with school stuffs and everything! :heart:
Nakuru-Nebelung Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2007
And i see you are improving fast! :dance:
Neoconker626 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2007

If that doesn't make you grin, I dunno what will.
Neoconker626 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2007
Heyy...bored kitty at work poking his head around to say hullo.

So, hullo!
min-arts Featured By Owner May 4, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
Just dropping by to say HI! <3
Elleree Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2007
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